松了。。。一口气

哈哈哈，松了一口气，心情也变好了，终于听到了答案。。。也给了我死心的理由。。。哈哈哈，我再也不想有任何期望，也不想再想了，她永远也不会在我心你纠缠了。。。我也不会想起他了。。。我想我已经放下了。。。哈哈哈，再也不个能了，。。。我会在这段时期休养。。。然后，再找过新目标。。。哈哈哈，那么快就有计划了。。。。真奇怪。。。我想我会在这段失败感情里成长。。。让我体会了不少经验。。。。哈哈哈，依然是朋友。。。真心的祝福你们幸福与快乐。。。。

朋友。。。

朋友。。。我又欠了你们一个人情。。。谢谢你们今天为我和我的宝贝车流了整身汗。。。谢谢你们为我和我的宝贝车在马路旁冒着身命危险扶持着我们。。。谢谢你们为我的换胎。。。虽然不成，但是你们以经尽力。。。我看得出来。。。。哈哈哈，我有一班死党，那是我毕生的荣幸。。。。如果没有了你们，我会怎样呢？？？我想就如我脱了衣服在冰山里奔跑着，没了温暖，也没了负担，朋友你不算我的负担，你帮了我不少，你是我的朋友。。。如果没有了你们，我会很孤单，就如在黑漆的冰山里独自慢走，感到害怕，感到寂寞。。。朋友，再一次谢谢你。。。。断断，山山，和滴滴金。。。还有那两个黑漆漆的印度佬，虽然与你不熟，但是你们也算与我们一面之缘，哈哈哈，谢谢。。。那两瓶汽水你受无愧。。。。。应得的。。。。

好热闹的晚上。。。但是很空虚的我却。。。

哈哈哈，今晚我亲爱的大堂姐从埃尔南回怡保度假，我们两年没见了。。。哈哈哈。。成熟了，样子也美了。。。哈哈哈，从来没有两句的我们，突然今晚说多了。。。，她还跟我的车出去兜风。。。还“chok”我在金宝的事情。。幸好我什么也没说。。。哈哈哈是不是很熟的情形了？。。。冬菇。。。哈哈哈。。。。好久没见了，连亲情也深了。。。原来她是很有米的。。。读taylor's 的喔。。哈哈哈。。。今晚我家真的来了好多人。。。不知道从哪个洞跑出来。。。哈哈，我是九洞的。。。。美食也搭到满满的。。。哈哈哈，好热闹喔！！！但是空虚的我，只在隔壁的黑夜篮球场上独自打篮球。。。真的好孤独。。。没有朋友的我，也不是平常的我。。。那么多话说的我，也会变成自闭冷酷的。。。哈哈哈，你们从来也不会见到我这种情况。。。。哈哈哈，因为你是我亲爱的好朋友。。。。哈哈哈，亲爱的。。好肉麻的字眼，但是这两个字里包含着无限的关怀与爱的力量，包括友谊与亲情的爱。。。。哈哈哈。。。亲爱的朋友，真的好感激你们对我的支持与关怀，没有了你们的支持，我早已经崩溃了，没有了你们的关怀，我的伤会更深。。。谢谢你们听我无聊的苦言，虽然与你无关，但是你们都很用心的听，也帮我保守了秘密。。。朋友们，谢谢你陪我走过一条无尽的沙漠，谢谢你陪我游过广阔的大海，我会永远的忠诚于你。。我也会永远的报答你。。。朋友，真心的谢谢你。。。

好累！好累！真的好累

喜欢一个人真的好累。。。。。为何要那么累？。。。爱一个人真的好难。。。。为何又要去爱？。。。。人就是那样。。。就像吸烟喝咖啡。。。明明知道没有好结果，却又伸个头去。。。。知道会伤害自己，却又爱上了他。。。。哈哈哈，人类。。。。一种愚蠢的动物。。
为何我是人类。。。。如果我不人类多么的好呢。。。但那是不可能的。。。因为我确确实实的是一个人。。我只是一个有血有肉也有感情的人。。。不是什么超人。。。只是一遇臭味干的孩子罢了。。。。会流血，也会流泪。。。会珍惜，也会放弃。。。。小时学珍惜，大时学放弃。。。。哈哈哈，珍惜比放弃易学多了。。。放弃比珍惜残忍的多。。。哈哈哈，放弃。。。不是好的选中噢。。。永不言败是我做人的宗旨。。。。。学会珍惜。。永远只会等候。。。学会放弃，永远只会逃避。。。哈哈哈。。。爱人好难，做人跟难。。。

苦笑与叹气

苦笑？叹气？有人说我这几天这有这两种表情。。。为何我会那样？几时我才会恢复那灿烂的笑容。。。哈哈哈，我也明白为何我只有苦笑与叹气。。。是因为我正在伪装着那无伤的我，真是太苦。。。。所以笑中带苦也带泪。。。。叹气，在无时无刻的伪装下真的很难过，也在无法忍受之下只做出唯一的行为，那就是叹气。。。。叹气只是在伪装着休息罢了。。。。只有这样在是最好的。。。放下，想开，说说就容易。。。真的要放下，真的好难。。。哈哈哈，可能是水瓶座。。。。对与爱情或友情，别人永远摸不透，只有自己最清楚。。。也不想被别人看见自己的悲伤，所以只在无人的地方暗自落泪。。。星座。。。真的好神奇。。。他能够能把我最想要的一句话也说了出来：（水瓶男的特点就是懒，他向往的就是有一天能遇到美丽的田螺姑娘，帮他们打扫屋子并且煮饭。所以，对一个刚开始建立关系水瓶男，一定要表现出你的体贴，做出很懂事的样子说“无所谓啊，我来帮你收拾吧。这样水瓶男往往会有家庭般的温暖，等他依赖上你的时候，怎么调教那就是你的事了。 ）真想真想有某某人能说出这句话。。。。无所谓啊，我来帮你收拾吧

想开了。。。。

今天在我回怡保的路途中终于想通了，想开了，想明了，也看透了。。。我终于做了一可决定，那就是放手，放开所有。。。哈哈哈。。。觉得这几天很愚笨也很幼稚。。。。哈哈哈。。我还是比较喜欢从前的我。。。想开了还觉得挺舒服。。。哈哈哈 ，依然是朋友。。。现在唯一的烦恼就是考试与assignment，那也是使我想开的理由之一。。。。哈哈哈，想得开真好！！！！

柠檬的味道。。。

可爱美丽的柠檬。。。为何你的味道是酸的。。。

使人心酸的柠檬。。。为何又让我遇上了你。。。

正当我吃着柠檬。。。为何觉得他淡而无味。。。

可能心酸的柠檬。。。盖过了我心里的心酸。。。

柠檬茶里的柠檬。。。为何永远的不离开它。。。

即使没有了柠檬。。。那杯柠檬茶也是酸的。。。

我不想再吃柠檬。。。为何它又出现我面前。。。

即使小小的柠檬。。。我也永远不想再尝试。。。

可恶可悲的柠檬。。。请求你不要再出现吧。。。

心情沉落的我。。。。。

我突然很想很想用华语来说出我心底话。。。在黑夜里我听了一首歌，这首歌真的完全唱出了我的心声。。。“我爱的人她已有了爱人，从他们的眼神说明了我不可能”。。。心情悲伤的我，听着这首悲哀的歌，就仿佛她拿着一把刀，在我心里留下了一刀裂痕 。。。也让我在反反复复想起了你与我渡过的每一分每一秒。。。我真很想把你忘记，不过。。真的好难。。。泪水不停从我心里的裂痕涌出来，也不停的在心里纠缠。。。伤更深，情更真。。。唯一的答案，爱一个人好难。。。。。。

Big Receiveable Day .........

HAHAHAHA ..... Today i finally receive a very kind and good younger sister (Yeh Yeh ).......and today i also got receive a very ugly and weird name "Winnie" , i dont think it is suitable for me ..... hahaha ..... and i cannot accept a name like a girl .......swt!!!! Winnie ...... Tomorrow is our six big sky n CBG member "dick Pin "birthday , so we help him to celebrate a unforgetable birthday ......Hahaha ... happy birthday my best friend dickpin , wish u can be better than before .......hahaha"adult already loh......... Today i a very happy day , but between the happy still have some sad .......(T^.^T)

Brave!!!

Today i finally dare to talk what about I normally dont dare to talk ........ hahaha ....... but i really do that ..... although the answer got make me some disappointed, but still ok la ........what i dare to talk and what i dare to accept the answer .........

=.= !!

This morning i go breakfast with my family ..... hahaha..... oldtown kopitiam......really cannot compare to others ... juz a word......DELICIOUS.......is the best in the World ........ hahaha , after go play manual car in my shop car parking there...... really very cool!!! ...... but i still lost control when it reverse ......hahaha .....Then , i go home n play basketball with my dad n brother..... my shooting skill got improve , so make my brother nothing to say ..... hahaha ...... after play baskteball , i not feeling welll n got some faint ...... but i still drive car to Kampar ...... When arrive kampar we go find ducke and borrow equiment of cooking from her ....... After that we cooking 醉鸡面线 very delicious too .....Lastly we go mut yeh house to play a game of card about "question and answer " hahaha ...... At last i also know something ..... waste few hour also worth de !!!! hehehe ...... ^^

Family Day ..... Boring!!!

Today is a family day .... whole day also with family !!!!!!Go Eating with them !!!! Go shopping with them at jusco !!!! watch Tv with them !!!!! hahaha ...... Although got some boring ..... but i think spent some time for family is WORTH de .......

Failed Programming

Really sad larr today .... i so hard to do a program.... finally got 16 error.... hahaha really 一败涂地 n i finally can feel how strong the programming ...... hahaha , today i faint again in the class .... ..... Now me and kok also very love programming already ..........

Faint = Sleep?

hahahaha ,mu mut last night or this morning drunk jor ...... hahaha , very noisy and smelly .....n bring the laptop to travel , hahaha........... we 3am also go visit her ..... see we really friend leh ? hahahaha , so make our next day faint (sleep) in the class....... After that we go eat dinner .......“月光河”hahaha , delicious .....that i 1st time eat ..Lastly i teach kok to do some rivision and go 游车河 with kok , dick pin , leongpak and mut mut ....... ^^

6 big sky king ..................

hahaha ..... today is our 6 big sky king and write true find stupid company comittee gathering day .......although long time no see , our relationship still very good and hard .... like brother ..... hahaha ........... left jia ching only, fast come back from KL.....we all waiting for you ...... FriendShip Forever and ever ...............(=.=)

!st time ride motorcycle.....

Today is another day ..... hahahaha , dont know why C.G.G very like these words........ hahahaha ,wat is that true meaning leh ?hahaha ..... today is my 1st time ride motorcycle in my life..... really excited and very mystery tat tonight i dare to ride motorcycle .....After that we cycling again and drive my car to adventure in the kampar ..... really very comfortable and relax also ..... ^^

Today is a Rush and Bad day....

Hahaha , why leong pak u very happy ?hahahaha never see u laughing like tat before ? cause who ?Mut Mut ah ?hahaha....... Today ,drive wrong way and let the police to block .....luckily , give rm50 and can run away..... really bad la , like a gang of theives.....but nvm la ,better my lisence to be ban ....... At night ,we go the taekwondo freshment night with C.C.G ..... hahaha , them also dont want join these club ,just go there play play onli .......make me got some disappointed.......Finally , we cycling in the westlake ....... hahaha i fetch all C.C.G.... and feel the weight too ^^........ After that i fetch Kai Xin to MahaMaju to drink ......and borrow my leg to let Yeh Yeh vibrate and put .... hahaha..... today cycling very tired and sweaty , but feel comfortable after sweaty...... and i really like the feeling of cycling under the moonlight shadow ........is a relax and peaceful night ...zz

Today is our C.B.G showtime......

LoL..... Today is our C.B.G cook fried rice to C.C.G eat ..... hahaha...... definitely is our fried rice delicious la ..... hahaha and let them nothing to say when dinner ...... hahaha ,WE WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jaya Jusco , ebox....lol ....

This morning i bring my precious car to repair for the brake of the car ....After that we go jaya jusco to shopping and buy some stationery ,then we go eat mcd again .... really a value lunch .... hahaha.... After lunch , we go shopping awhile to digest and we go ebox to singk ....this time singk is not feel high , hahaha , but feel very happy and funy....hahaha... sce zhen .... very pro in rap .... hahaha .... we all listen until dun know how to close eye and mouth... hahaha ... after singk then i go celebrate my father birthday.... hahaha ,we go eat japanese food ,very expensive , but i not feel it very delicous ...... after dinner we go tesco shopping and back home .......^^

Hahaha .... My 1st program that i write .....

/***********************************
Program name: Hello.c
Written by : Boon Yew
Date : 5-June-2009
**********************************/
#include
int main(void)
{
printf("Hello there\n");
printf("The value of 5 + 7 is %d\n",5+7);
printf("Bye bye\n\n");

return 0;
}

Hahaha , this is my 1st program that i write in my life ..... i will not forget about it ... and i will more hardworking and write a perfect program at the feuture ...hahaha so interested on it now ....

The Worst Day in kampar .........

Today really is a bad day , because my handphone jump into Dragon Eye Juice to bath ...... hahaha , but now still ok ..... really AMAZING ........ hahaha , can use more half year ...... and today is our C.G.G 1st time to cook for us ..... eh!!!! i think that is a plate of Fried Rice gua.... hahaha , but first time still ok la ,but compare with us leh ..... hehehe.......... now i juz hope my phone and i can see sun rise tomorrow ..... hahahaha.......

Today is a relax day !!!!

Hahaha , today i finally can nap in the evening ..... and we go pasar malam again .... that is our last day to pasar malam ....cause too boring at there .... hahaha , i buy 40 satay and a bake corn ... hahaha ,after that , we go Guk jie restaurant to eat fried mee ...... hahaha and we see a big cat and small cat , that 2 cat can make mut yeh to scream , hahahah very stupid screaming at there ...... and i grab the cat on the table to frighten them , hahaha that yeh yeh run to car park there , hahaha i think can break the world record in 100M.....Reali a funny habits.....

Today I make My Friend Cry !!!!

Today my family come from ipoh to visit me , and me dinner together ..... After dinner , and today is my 1st time to make my friend cry .... and i feel little bit guilty n very regret to do that......hahaha , although i already know is her act ..... hahaha , i promise i will not make any1 cry again ......

Reali Start Study !!!!Cannot Like Before Again

Hahaha !!!Today i got 4 class ah , hahaha very tired and sleepy .....This morning start from 9.00am to 1pm ....After that ,we go eat lunch at Sheng Yip ,then i go home rest while ....When 3.00pm i go study again until 7.00pm ....hahaha , very sleepy and tired ......after that ,we go Sheng Yip dinner again ,twice time per day, hahaha today i go a Mom again that is Razor , them are a perfect match with my dad , pin , hahaha.....After finish the dinner , we go home study account with Mut Yeh Them ...and that sui mut mut help me colouring nails and today she kidnap my hush puppy again.....Lastly ,we send back our father back to house .... hahaha is a very tired day n Bye Bye la .... puppy!!!